In the end…was it worth it?

(Source: salagifs)

aisling-e:

Kim Boong Do saying I LOVE YOU. With Ji Hyun Woo’s voice. I want to die right now.

(translation: Joonni)

and in that moment…

You realized how blessed you are. 

What’s the point of looking back at lost friendships? 

What happened is, what happened.

Those friendships brought you growth and the ability to learn more about yourself.

They will alway have a place in shaping you to become the person you are now.

We, humans, are ever changeable beings.

We learn.

We love.

We lost. 

We grive.

Ha, it reminds me of bible verse I used to read when I was a young child. 

It is from Ecclesiastes, chapter 3, verse 4.

A time to weep, and a time to laugh

A time to mourn, and a time to dance

So yeah, I will not look back anymore. 

It is now time for me to move on. 

I have learned since I have been home that I still have my best friends from home. 

They will be the ones who will listen and care about me. 

They are the ones who want me in their lives. 

They are the ones who text me, just to check up on me. 

They don’t text me just because I am on the same campus.

No, they text me because they wish to chat with me. 

They wish to know how I am doing. 

They share with me news of their lives. 

It is not only friends from home but those who are surrounding me at school. 

Those who will reach out. 

Those who will text me to ask me for something simple.

Those who will see how I am feeling when I am sick. 

Those who give me advice about my health. 

Yeah…and in that moment I realized how truly blessed I am. 

(Source: donnapie)

(Source: salagifs)

aisling-e:

Kim Boong Do. Macho and smooth. 

And Ji Hyun Woo and Yoo In Na look like they’re barely restraining themselves from making out :P

you know…

Every action we take, it shape up. We don’t know what or where we will go in our lives. I think it is exciting and yet so amazingly freeing and scary. You know…when I was young…I had big dreams. Oh, I still do have big dreams but it has a trace of fear in it. A trace of doubt…”Can I do it?” “Am I foolish?” As we become older, we become more aware of the world. I

I have always told myself not to conform to the world and yet I have. I have allowed become filled with self-doubt…it was to the point that I did not know myself anymore. I have always been sure of myself for the past year and the a half…I had to cut myself off my close friends in order to find myself again. I had to open up myself and find out why and what happened. 

My 3rd year of college was the longest but it was the year I grew up a lot. It was the year I had to learn to let go of friends. I never had a problem with that and I knew I would not be friends with most of them once I finish college but it hurt because I was not prepared and it was a year too early. I was prepared for it to happen in the fourth year but in my 3rd year…life happens. 

I. was. alone. 

I was alone for the first time in a long time. I was alone with no friends surrounding me…I meant it more of as a figure of speech. It was tough and I tried not to cry on my last day before I left home. It was not the kind of ache that hurts…but it was loneliness. I became used to friends surrounding me and the loneliness…it was a hollow. 

Hmm..but I arrived home knowing that I will be okay. I have always been strong and my 3rd year helped me a lot. It helped me to know that I have a strong control in my life. I used to make sure I had a balance of making sure there was freedom to enjoy myself and control to make sure I am alright. 

You know…that’s the beauty of life…you just learn that there are mistakes you will make. If we do not have mistakes in our lives, then how can we know and understand beauty? How can we know and understand pain and happiness? 

People have asked why God allowed suffering but they have never asked why God allowed happiness or free-will? There has to be a balance. A person cannot truly know happiness if they have never experience suffering. How can you know if you are happy if you have never experience pain? 

haha…my personal thoughts have went off to a different path. 

Anyway…summary of my thoughts is that: 3rd year of college had its ups and downs for me but it allowed me to grow and learn more about myself. I am looking forward to what life has in stores for me! Because soon leaving the country and hopefully soon my bronchitis will be gone! Fingers cross!

Enjoy! *smile*

chibisu:

A Gentleman’s Dignity episode 1

"Introverts, in contrast, may have strong social skills and enjoy parties and business meetings, but after a while wish they were home in their pajamas. They prefer to devote their social energies to close friends, colleagues, and family. They listen more than they talk, think before they speak, and often feel as if they express themselves better in writing than in conversation. They tend to dislike conflict. Many have a horror of small talk, but enjoy deep discussions."

Susan Cain, Quiet (via accountedfor)

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Even if we don’t express it outright, the members are together as one team with Daesung in our hearts.

(Source: heartsthathold, via trishavip)